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想了很久

鼓起勇气打电话回家

妈妈的话

我崩溃

心痛

死了

感觉死了

什么都死了

没有了

我爱妈妈

无论怎样

我爱

不因为什么

因为我真的爱

I miss home

我真的很想家

我很想妈妈

Love IV

很多年前 我相信 爱情 爱对了人 就会天长地久

很多年后 我明白 有些事有些人 仅仅能成为纪念

爱在现实面前最终选择的是沉默

当一个女人把生命中最灿烂 最耀眼的光阴付出给等待时

才会彻底的明白

有些人注定只是相遇 相恋

而相守却是可望而不可及

有一种爱明明是深爱却说不出来

有一种爱明明想放弃却无法放弃

有一种爱明知是煎熬却又躲不开

有一种爱明知无前路心却早已收不回来

在我们的世界里

你伤得我好深好深好深

我也想快乐一点

但你留给我的只有无尽的伤害和等待

我以为你会懂我的用心

你却把我的用心当做你伤害的资本

心里有万般的委屈

得到的不是暖暖的安慰

你给的伤害发现已经无法用言语表达

我很疼很疼很疼很疼很疼

好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼

你晓得么你知道么你明白么你懂么

据说 幸福是要将就的

所以

爱情

请一路走好

Alcohol Pls

Give me alcohol...pls?

Can i keep pretend myself...pls?

Can I go back my past time..pls?

I miss my home..I damn miss my home...

MUMMY..I miss you...

I cry every　night....

I regret every night..

I realise..

I have nothing..

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［宝贝·不哭好不好］

水瓶座的女人·为什么快乐那么难

如果酒精能够麻醉自己·我宁愿自己永远不要醒来

我不贪心·请给我一秒钟的幸福就好·可以吗

请给我抱抱我妈妈的机会·可以吗

我只想要简单的幸福·可以吗

我累了·说再见·可以吗

［如果我不是我了·请原谅我·因为我放弃了］

死亡·　看似远·　原来离我好近·　想要·　可是做不到·　

·望着满手鲜血　·为什么心还是那么痛　·回到过去　·可以吗

Scare ahhhhhhhh!!

PM assignment need ammend again..

Company law assignment haven done yet..

Mid-term test coming at once..

MY GOSH....I want become superwoman already lahxx....~

MAD MAD MAD......

I MISS home.........

sigh.....

Mummy....T^T

Fernando~♥-

For FIFA, I just watch those lengzai that run around the field..(>.<)

That's girl nature lahx....

Don't blame we wehx...~♥-

but suddenly I mention a Spain Player..

WOoOw......so lengzai...

FERNANDO....~♥-

but unluckily..he is MARRIED too....T^T

my ex-room mate taste is quite similar with me...LOLS~

He look like a STAR~♥-

No.9 in liverpool~...AwwWww :3

MY LUCKY NUMBER~♥-

VIDEO About FerNanDO~♥-

Release

When everything that I care I express clearly

I feel really release that I have never be before

what I mean is in FRIEND and LOVE part

only FAMILY that make me keep emo-ing

mid-term test is coming soon

next Saturday subject make me worry

because I cant handle it nicely

CHAM...

I think I dont need sleep start from TODAY nehx

AwWwwwWwwww :3

T^T

Song-DJ got us falling in love

Love...NICE SONG!!!

Usher.....awwww :3

Twilight III-Eclipse

I dislike the content of it..♥-

It is quite boring compare with the previous one♥-

My main purpose is can enjoy to see my "Edward"...(Shy><)♥-

That is what we called LOVE..♥-

Vampire Love..♥-

Edward & Bella..♥-

Can I have Love as them?♥-

I love their kiss...SWEET~♥-

I love Edward eyes, figure..Attractive♥-

His sense sooooo nice..♥-

But too pity he is not Mine...(Cry T.T)♥-

问 Ask..

Who did you give your heart to?
Who makes your heart ache?
Who makes you want to hold them in your arms sometimes?
But who would care about your dreams?
Who said they know whats on your mind?
Who will move you?

If a women always wait till late night and won't regret wasting her youth
then will he true to you?
Is it true that a women should never question much?
She should always stay naive for the one she loves.

Women falls easily in love,

Always troubled by relationships.

Finally she falls deeper and deeper.

But love is a women's soul

she will contribute her whole life,

for the one she loves...

suffer x 2

Keep feeling uneasy

Vomit feel become extra serious

aM I sick?

Haven reach what i want..

I must keep on my breath..

Dream梦

LaVender....^^

有了梦 一个自己从未想像的梦

为了这个梦加油吧Germaine

另一片梦的国土在等待你

“加油”

Story I

一封简讯：薰，我还想你.

话说 那个背叛自己女朋友的男人回来了 -L

薰不再愚蠢 她想看看这男人葫芦里卖什么药

没想到 一样 长篇大论自己的爱情观有多伟大

薰自白了一句 "不是每个女人都是笨蛋"

男人只是用女人的大胸脯来思考的动物

脑里面只有一个字 “色”

别的男人不敢保证 但L确实是这样的男人

是一个好色却爱用道理去解释色的男人

傻笑 薰对L白痴的举动傻笑

也对自己爱吊别人胃口的傻行为傻笑

L又追加了一句有力的谎言 “我是愿意为你和女朋友分手的”

薰斜了嘴角回了一句 “那你去吧..我等着”

别期待男人会对一个女人做什么改变

更何况是这只偷吃腥的猫

待续...

night

一个人晚上走在去Newtown的路上 一个人走回来

原来 一个人也是不错的

夜 其实很美

Bless

不要恨我为什么这样做

因为我想要难过痛过后 以后就不痛了

这样我才能在你以后痛的时候 帮你分担你的痛

你依然是我的好朋友　　　只是形式不同了　　

怀念过去　　又回不到过去

是现在最好的代名词

祝你幸福女王 我会好好的

一个人生活

变change

有些感觉 变了就是变了

不要尝试欺骗自己 如果不愿承认是自己变了

那就让我去承担“是我变了”的事实吧

想了几天 这是你的权利去奢侈自己的幸福而变成忽略

或许你不明白有些很细微的话和动作 都一步一步地让我的心往下沉

我也是有感觉的动物 这是所谓的报应吗

或许我深刻体会到了 下一次的我因此决定不会成为谁的谁

是我的就是我的 要走就走吧 大方自若的洒脱是我下一段座右铭

眼泪 我决定会奢侈的保留 对除了家人以外的人

有困难才找我吧 我的难过我会学会自己承受

算了 我不想再去在意什么

自己一个人的沉默算什么 不过谢谢我学会了一个人生活

如小姐 让我们一起在不同的边界独自寂寞

有时候 真的

寂寞 · 好了

sick X 2

Sick again today

Stomache headache fever

I don't know why my health become weaker this semester

I miss home

I have no appetite also

A meal per day

Assignment rushing and midterm test make me pressure

I need to check out all the mistakes in assignment by my ownself

My groupmates seem not really want to work hard

That's why I need sacrifice more

I am try out myself to improve my progress

But it become slower and slower

I really hope assignment can be completed as fast as possible

I need sacrifice my sleep hour again

Leave me alone at room for a week

I also don't want to disturb anybody

I change jor many in this semester

My thinking also become different than before

Become more silent

Inactive

I am not me anymore

Keep Fit aza aza Fighting

Keep fit Keep Fit

A meal per day

5kg reducing!!!!!

Gambateh!

Love III

Some relationship is Complicated for this moment

But it will have an obvious Feeling and Status one day after

I am not believe in Waiting someone or Forever this kind of stuff

Because some previous truth make me choose to escape from this beautiful Trick

Rather than to enjoy the temporary Happiness

Come and gone faster

I hate this feeling so much

For someone

"Trust" is the vital essential to build up and remain a relationship

But for me

Time will prove it if you are willing to love me

I am waiting the time proof

Are you willing?

Tired

Just now performance drive me into crazy mode

Arghhhh!!

I go for performing just for that LG phone and Hamper

otherwise I am sure I won't do such silly thing

Sigh...

Assignment Assignment..

Tomorrow I need rush for 3 assignmentsss and study for mid-term

My eyes' black circle become serious and serious

Omgosh...

Why this semester so busy ahhhh....

Really need a big sleep and big rest...

T^T